Continuing
Repentance (1)
John Owen
This repentance, in the nature and kind of it, is a duty to be continued
the whole course of our lives. It ceaseth as unto those especial acts
which belong unto our initiation into a gospel state, but it abides as to
our orderly preservation therein. There must be no end of repentance until
there is a full end of sin. All tears will not be wiped from our eyes
until all sin is perfectly removed from our souls. Now repentance, in this
sense, may be considered two ways: 1. As it is a stated, constant duty of
the gospel; 2. As it is occasional.
1. As it is stated, it is our humble, mournful walking with God, under
a sense of sin continually manifesting itself in our natures and infirmities.
And the acts of this repentance in us are of two sorts: (1.) Direct and
immediate; (2.) Consequential and dependent. The former may be referred
unto two heads: [1.] Confession, [2.] Humiliation. These a truly
penitent soul will be continually exercised in. He whose heart is so lifted
up, on any pretence, as not to abide in the constant exercise of these acts
of repentance, is one whom the soul of God hath no delight in. The other, which
are immediate acts of faith, but inseparable from these, are: [1.] Supplications for
the pardon of sin; [2.] Diligent watchfulness against sin. It is evident
how great a share of our walking with God consists in these things, which yet
I must not enlarge upon.
2. This continued repentance is occasional, when it is heightened unto
a singular solemnity. And these occasions may be referred unto three heads:
(1.) A personal surprisal into any great actual sin. Such an occasion
is not to be passed over with the ordinary actings of repentance. David, upon
his fall, brings his renewed repentance into that solemnity as if it had been
his first conversion to God. On that account he deduceth his personal sins
from the sin of his nature (Ps 51:5), besides many other circumstances whereby
he gave it an extraordinary solemnity. So Peter, upon the denial of his Master, "wept
bitterly"; which, with his following humiliation and the renovation of his
faith, our Saviour calls his conversion (Luke 22:32) - a new conversion of
him who was before really converted. There is nothing more dangerous unto our
spiritual state than to pass by particular instances of sin with the general
duties of repentance.
(2.) The sin or sins of the family or church whereunto we are related
calls unto us to give a solemnity unto this duty (2 Cor 7:11). The church,
having failed in the business of the incestuous offender, most solemnly renewed
their repentance towards God when they were convinced by the apostle of their
sinful miscarriage therein.
(3.) Afflictions and sore trials call for this duty, as we may see in the
issue of all things between God and Job (42:6).
Endnotes:
1. Taken from Owen's Works, vol 22, part of his Exposition
of Hebrews. Earlier (p 25) Owen says, when referring to occasions when
the soul falls into great sins: "Such sins, when anyone is overtaken with them,
ought, first, to put the sinner upon a severe inquiry whether his repentance
were sincere and saving; for where it is, usually the soul is preserved from
such falls (1 Peter 1:10). And, secondly, put him upon renewing his repentance
with same care, diligence, sorrow and humiliation as at the first.
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